Free Fallin

I am free. No? I'm Fallin'.
Hard to stand up, so I decide to be crawlin.
Even though my heart is foldin.
This one person knows that she is the one holdin.

Just like a disease, spreadin over seas.
I was caught in jail, and she would be the police.
Free-man? on he's knees.
Beggin to god. Show me mercy, please.

Gave her my heart as an award.
But it's probably barried in her back yard.
Searchin, where should I start?
Dont know where to look, where is my heart ...

Feel like a whore, did I get paid?
Shouldn't met other woman, why do men have to get laid?
As I said.
I wanna go back through time, but mistakes have been made.

I'm still fallin, and yet not free.
Believed in us, but I guess it wasnt meant to be.
But now I can really see.
You gotta think positive to really be free.

& I'm free fallin, fallin...

Candy

You looking good and I suppose
You love food and love candy and I got both of those.
From Strawberry, chocolate to vanilla.
Its all up to you, lets see what she chose.

Feel the taste in your mouth.
Got the best from the, north, west, east and south.
Got the flavour of love aswell, so u know what it is all about.
Close your eyes and dont shout.

Feel in run down your veins.
In diffrent blood lanes.
Slowly comin to your brain.
Let me give u a new piece and let it start all over again.

Love is the flavour.
Watch your behaviour.
Feel the rush and remember who is the one who gave her.
Lil mama just hush, tonight I'm your saviour.

I gave you candy.
Cause it comes very handy.
To a such a beautiful girl,
who needs to experience a diffrent taste in this world.

Got this candy by a dussin.
If u need to spread joy tou your friend, mom, sister or cousin.
Just keep doin what you do.
Look at you.

Its amazin.
Love is blazin.
Candy chasin.

Now you know that its the flavour of love that you are facin.

I dont wanna be

I dont wannabe anything other, me.
If you are not accepting it.
Then I would say that you can feel free.
To walk the road or just sit.

Shut your mouth.
I dont wannabe.
You can always walk south.
Go hook up with someone else like "he".

I dont need to be anything other.
I was born blessed.
Thanks to my mother.
She impressed.

Showed me strenght.
Thought me well.
A betterman by lenght.
I know you can tell.

I dont "trip".
If I fall down I just get back up.
I dont "slip".
I got the golden award cup.

Indeed, I will succeed.
I dont wannabe, anything other then me... :)

I'm Washing my hands out of you

In a moment she didnt think
call me names and other things.
Can believe that we use to link.
Then what did she bring.
Wanted to kiss her everytime she blinked.
But then, how low would I sink.

Drunk as she is on the dancefloor.
Make me just wanna leave the room and out the door.
Her true words was your a player ha-ha-ha.
In my ears it was just talk, bla-bla-bla.

Maybe I did get offended.
since I remember the words.
Love is blind folded.
You dont know when its strikes then it hurts.

Thats when I knew.
I'm Washing my hands out of you.
Im through.
I'm Washing my hands out of you.
Today im new.
I'm Washing my hands out of you.

Dead

Im tired.
Maybe I'm to kind.
Am I wired.
Rewind.
Am I fired.
The love we had was hard to find.
Was suppose to be hired.
Then I lost my mind.

The memories.
the time.
Our stories.
The days you were mine.
Oh lord please.
Give me a sign.

How should I act.
Want to have you back.
Knew how you would react.
I just faced that fact.
We both know that we stacked.

Sorry but I love you.
There's nothin I can do.
Cause you dont believe me even though its true.
Wifey material? There few.
You made me feel diffrent you made me brand new.
Jumpin out the que, stopped believing.
Im leaving, good bye.

Will love you forever, until the day I die.

Souvinir

She had me standing here.
At the moment I started to fear.
Stupid of me to give her my heart as a souvinir.
Thought she really cared.
Guess I'm scared.

Needed comfort.
Have nothing but my passport.
needed support.
While i stood at the airport.

She was gone.
Not even a wave, im alone.
Now she is in a another district zone.
No reach on the phone.

Should had been a trip for both of us two.
just me and you.
I keep wondering who I was in her eyes, who?
Guess I'm just another fool.

I'm a diffrent man.
But she still thinks I would never understand.
Well to bad that I can.
Dont want to be her number 1 fan.

Deep inside.
I miss how we use to ride.
from side to side.
backwards, forwards. We had nothing to hide.

Got a new pacemaker.
She decided to be a heartbreaker.
Another of those who are a taker.
I still just want to take her.

Far away.
Wanted her to stay.
in my arms she could had laid.
Mayday.

No time for being emotional.
Hard to forget.
My world is no longer available.
My soul I got to protect.

She had tricks up her sleeve.
Then she decieved.
She always made me believe.
That she would never leave.

Yet, she left me standing here.... She took my heart as a souvinir.

Special Dedication

It's a special dedication
for 2 people sitting next to me.
I guess its a special occasion.
Its time for me to let them free.

Let them know what I'm thinkin
To lovely persons.
Without them I would probably be sinkin
They are like my roses and guns.

Sorry, maybe it was a bad metafor.
I cant describe my joy.
But know im kinda sure
after all they make me feel like a man and not a boy.

As the time goes.
We keep dancin (Jerk).
We all kinda close.
Bestfriend and the one I flirt, with
maybe its just a myth.

That im tryin, maybe its real. Why would I be lyin.
Its dedicated to S.E.L.A.M and my bestfriend.
Incase you dont know them. They are a tressure, a gem.

Bestfriend, a hand she always lend.
She's there.
and lil sella, the story tella'.
Hmm, I know deep inside that they both care.

2 Years

For a moment I thought I lost you there.
But I guess Im just missled.
Going to the secound year
Still listening to the same tune (lay in my bed)
I decided to stop living in fear.
I'm showing my happy side instead.
You say that I dont care, but yet I do
This one is all about you.

2 December...
Oh Yes I remember.

"Shawty why you leaving for, shawty close the door"

I know I said I would never hurt you
Sorry for being such a flirt to.
"you a jerk" I suppose so to.
We got to be making love instead of making up.
Pouring down my love cup.
Whats in your mind, baby whats up.

You are what I need.
You make me suceed.
You're my joy seed.
Like if I cant have a laughter without my weed.
Love you feeded and you were my lead.

Let me show, how much I want you though.
Im not into satisfying anyone but you (throw the "hoes")
You dont have to go, baby dont leave.
I just want to love you girl, you gotta believe.
Whatever you recieve. Its something I achieve.
Great amont of love and peace.
Now the world is so cold I start to freeze.

Please spend the night, I wanna make this right.
No argue just love you, thats "life", Wife?
Might be, sorry for stabbing you with my knife.
Let me show you Im fo real, tell you whats the deal.

I wannabe. Your E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G ....


2 years ...

You are a good girl gon bad.
Another day has passed by.
Another day of me being sad.
I want you to lie.

I want to be glad.
I want you to be my.
I wish I had.
Never made you cry.

Want to be close to you until my last breath.
Dont tell me what you did before or last night.
Dont want to know, want you here until my death.
Dont want to argue and I dont want to fight.

I dont want to know the truth.
I'm letting time run down my hands.
I dont want to know, I refuse.
What a man to do when alone he stands.

A kiss on the lips is taking it to far.
This could be a fantasy.
Looking at the sky admiring the one shining star.
Can someone please be next to me.

Time to take a new step ahead.
Tonight I'm alone.
Lonely at the bed.
Where is everyone.
Are they gone?
Where is my phone.

I chose you....
My feelings were true.
Whatever we went through.
Its because of who?
I love you, I love you 2.

James :- What a man to do...?

Earth

As it shows. I'm throwed
Do I even excist?.
My true dreams are shattered and the doors are closed.
Can I really resist? Other woman as I suppose.
For those who can. I give you a great amont of respect.
You are the ones who god truly did select. From my opinion.
People say, everybody is equal. No matter the religion.
Its a shame that its all a lie. People forget about heaven until they are close to die.
Oh lord, hear my prayer. Do everything you can to save her.
World peace. World love. People hated and they shoved, it away.
Join me as I pray. Oh lord we say. Heal the world once again.
Make the people the worlds friend. Another hand we need to lend.
The earth we need to defend. Let's not pretend like its all good.
People die of hunger everyday because they can get real food.
We could, We should. Act.
The world needs us.... This is true fact.

Bless <33

Secret lover

I'll be your secret lover.
Nobody needs to know, not your brother, your mother, your father or your sister.
I'll be your mister, L.O.V.E.R.
If you promise you wont tell.
Let's be silenced and we might get far.
Neither of us want to live in hell?
Ill do you for a long time like if I was made of gas, shell?
Pick you up after the bar? Where ever.
I'll be your star. Hmm, You know I'm clever.
Need another one? She answers politly never.
I see you looking and your starring hard.
We gambling but we using the right cards.
Just me and you, by ourself.
Leaving the dark. Who that? Who else?
No one knows. As it shows.
We hush. Taste so good when its wet it reminds of slush.
I made you blush.
When the panties hit the floor its gon be over.
Musy have been some reason for Beyonce to go to hover?
Ride me like a range rover.
Nah, hummer. Tonight I'll be your plummer.
This time, the world is dumber.
Call me at my number. 07...
You wanna know, well you teasin 24/7
I'm open like seven eleven.
Today your in heavin.
You know you wanna, get on the floor.
from bed to the kitchen, everytime we open a new door.
More, more. The love sound of a score?
For me its just another hardcore, or another James thing.
You love the king, kong. Ding, dong. You understand my language, now we get along.
Take off your thong. Let's make a song.
with only ah's and oh's.
What goes around comes around. See what goes.
Someone real good, you only need one of those.
Simple as it is, its me.
Tonight i'll be your secret l.o.v.e. Telling you this wasnt that easy?


Hit, hit. Boom boom. dig it? Let's go to the next room.

If i was your boyfriend

If I was your boyfriend (bestfriend).
I would be the best man.
My heart would I lend.
Cause do u better, i know i can.
Im givin u my hand.
What happens then?
I hope u understand.
That im a better look for your eye.
I cant really deny, that ive made misstakes in the past.
Im done with lies. Cause I know we will last.
James and you, we are the cast. Us forever equals the stats.
Does he love you? Like I can, Like I Do.
Do you trust me? Hope so cause all im being is true.
In the love battlefield, I hold my shield and i use the sword to kill.
With that I mean, I always express how I feel.
Do you better no matter the deal.
Im your soldier. Call me Capten J.
I told her, All I could say.
May Day. Im going down.
Save-mej. I hear the sweet sound.
It lifts me before i hit the ground.
Dont change chapter dont turn the page.
Love the lovely cute laughter, She takes my stage.
With me, you wont feel rage. With me you free and might forget your own age.
No you wont. Will remind you everytime its your birthday.
Will wake up next to you with a big smile and a glad (yaay)
ha-ha-ha-ha. Later that night I would be your magic man (abrakadabra)
No time for bla-bla-bla. Will live u so satisfied you would sing out la la la la (na na na na).
Can I just ask. What is your task?
Whats Hiding behind that mask?
This is dedicated. Unrated.
you know who you are. Rockabottom, my little star.

Insane (Idont care)

You cant take me down.
I show no pain.
I am the king, wearing the crown.
I know how to use my brain.
In my own thoughts i drown
Maybe its becuz im insane.
I'm doing me
Im feeling free. Feelin like a G.
See, no wannabe. Im just beeing me, myself and Mr. J.E
No time for being the one who cares. See who dares.
To step it up. Jup. Im award winning and got em winner cups.
a champ. Time to throw them tramps.
them skanks. James you are the best, well thanks.
I dont give a F**k, i dont care.
me, myself is the only one i fear. Nice hair. Swagga Gear.
while you stare, im tellin u to come near.
You feel my fragrance you start to cheer, now you tryna get drunk by beer.
Well guess again? James is insane. mayn

For you (part 2)

This is like a recepy, cant describe how i feel.
everytime we touch, love and kiss. Is it another heartbeat you heal.
While we are talking about heartbeats.
Before my heart excisted was there an ice box.
Now the ice melted cause she broght the heat.
Her face is locked from the inside.
This is a feeling I cant hide.
I guess this is just how we ride, from side to side.
forward and never backwards.
She dont deserve an oscar, she desserves a much greater award.
Can see the lovely smile, by now you should know what makes me fragile.
Everytime I hear her laught im on mute. How her voice sounds like a beautiful flute.
Just got to say, she knows I think its cute, whenever she's mad.
But I just hate it to see her sad.
I want to share the tears she bring. Want her to be my queen and me her king.
We got this lovely thing. Everytime we meet I just want to sing.
I have a big crush. Hush baby hush. tonight its just us.
"Never say never cause in my beliefs we will last forever".
Now those dreams are crushed. Well atleast I blushed.
I smile for the time we use ot share. I still care. Just want to wake up from this nightmare
because I want you here.
I will tell you a secret. Walking around with so much regret.
She is the only one who really could understand. We lived in our own world in our own land.
I put my heart in her hand. I always knew that she is someone who god did send.
Love how she is dressing, she is a blessing and im missing how we use to be kissing.
She also have some muscles, I noticed that when we use to wrestle.
Now it feels like im done with all this express (myself).
Well we all know now that I Confessed (there is no one else).

for you

The first time i saw her face
first thing tha came up was "is she amazin grace.
The only woman i saw in the entire human race.
What a disgrace. Feelin so free.
is it really meant to be. Me and her
god sent her. She is someone i can love
sent from above. Feelings are true
its just me and you, against the world
just me and you girl.
Cant imagine how life would be without you here.
i just gotta to let you now that i care.
oh dear. i fear. that you will leave.
But i believe, in us.
This is a must. we forever.
will never ever. Go, ill always stay.
okey, listen. somethings missing.
love how she is kissing. how wer are touchin
now im wishin. Love how you jump on top.
rock me non stop. jup jup.
will forever be your best friend. until the end.
your my light tonight. no need to fight. is it aight?
right. your in my sight. i might. stand by jus tto look at you, indeed ur fly.
no need to lie. oh my. until further notice. I gotta say goodbye...

Indeed

She was good looking and some way sexy.
Smiled everytime she texted me.
Now it ended up with her givin me false attention.
Now I gave her the suspension.
Lost my will to talk to her.
But i can help sometimes to sturr.
in other words, look.
Whatever it took, for me to be (you know)
i wasn glad and free. (now its all gone though)
sexual healing? nah, no hard feelings.
Decided to not care. I have nothing I fear.
im on top gear. This is my year.
Im doin me, forget you hater.
goodbye, Ill see you later ;)

High on life

Im high on life
but im not feeling down
feels like if i got stabbed by a knife
but im not makin a sound.
Strong love isnt so hard to found
When you share it with the people
Atleast a little.
Feel your own power within you.
Fight for you believs.
You can make it all the way, its true.
Feel the relief.
Dont feel desieved.
Depend on yourself to give yourself joy.
No one should judge you for who you are
from a bum to a rich person or a boy or a girl.
Look up the sky, one of the stars, are for you.
Just choose, have faith.
Now feel like a youth. You're someone in the human race.
God made you for a reason. Whatever the season.
Smile. You deserve the best.
Realize, you are special just like the rest... :)

Want to be (how does it feel)

How does it feel to be the one
How does it feel to be alone
How does it feel to be gone
how does it feel to be the wind
How does it feel to know your wrong
How do you get over the sin, you commited
You want to turn back time but time is shifted.
Want to rise up to heaven and be lifted.
You want to be a person o makes a change
You feel diffrent and that you're out of range.
Isnt that strange? This is my describtion of my thinkin
Just wishin, that the world should stop sinking.
To the people of the world to be linkin.
To the people who want to be free, tell me if you understand me.

We are the fokes who "want to be" ....

I love her like

oh yes i love her like
like what.
like everything that is feeling right
tonight i might, be sad
but tomorrow when i wake up, ill be glad.
she thaught me to be strong
saw how she ignited the fire
and she stood by me even though i did wrong.
so for that i feel like i got to write a song
will love her long time even though im very young
i know what i feel. loved how she touched my cheek
she really heals. loved when she was that cute little innocent then the lil undercover freak.
what a man to do, when i mistakenly loved to. When he realized that he loves one
and then knew that it was already to late and she was gone.
Ending up alone, lost is joy zone.
thinkin bout everthing she did from a cuddle to a sexy moan.
tonight i feel no stress. more then less i know that ive atleast been blessed.
she knows who she are. Tonight im lookin up the sky, lookin at a star.
Seeing the smile, how it did shine. For a while i thought she would be forever mine.
Well time has gone by and she still as fly. After the pain i cause. She rely in no one else but herself. Now I understood that i love her and no one else.....

I do her, I do me... I'm free

she is my angel, sent from the sky
she gave me wings and thought me how to fly.
Now I never want to tell another lie.
Can't deny, what i did.
Trying to gow up from this kid.
She gave me the greatest love, I was stupid.
Got hit by something from above, was it David Cupid.
A perfect match making, even though we were diffrent
what is god taking for the blessing he lent.
lent or give.want it for as long as i live.
looked in to the brown sweet eyes
there lies, the future.
Of me and her sharing culture.
You and I (in my mind) until i die.
No matter the weather, she is my feathers.
like the south she is the warm in me.
like a fram in me she grows bigger and make me feel free.
geeh, how can i show my gratitude.
How can i show her that I want to be all of her
Should i show kindness or attitude?
Hush me before I go any further

Jup

Har inte kunnat skriva för att igår så åkte nån som är väldigt väldigt vääääldigt nära mej till sjukhuset, så hade typ panik och hade inte tid för att skriva lr nåt... Passade min lilla syster först och sen när pappa kom hem så åkte ja till sjukhuset vid 20 i 6 imorse... Och ah, räkna ut resten..

Har inte gjort nåt speciellt i alla fall, var med Amna, Erdanos och Robel and thats it.....

aja Take Care, PEAJZ

idag (IGÅR)

JAAAAAAAAAAA DUUUUUUUUUUU, ÄR IRRII.......!!!!! Jag skrev nyss en feeeet text, längsta hitils sen när ja e klar och trycker på PUBLICERA SÅ F**KAS INTERNET !!!..........

So imma make it short, Now... Idag har ja sovt typ hela dagen till 5, sen kört basket med axl och några, sen gick ja till grillen och åt.


sen när ja kom hem igen så fråga min "troende läsare" om ja kunde skriva, SO I DID OCH ALTT FÖRSVANN, så detta inlägg är extra tråkig -.-

men ah i alla fall, kaaanske skriver lite senare ett nytt -.-

aja

PEAJZ !

de här e sant

HIND DU E KATT !!!! HAHAHAHAHA, va ba tvungen -.-

Im back, on track. Face the fact, ur lovin my swag, try not to drag, em clothes Jam, to the E.S. Im blessed. DRIVER XD... yea i wrote it, so ... -.-

AJA, ska väl fortsätta berätta lite? Ah, ehm va ute idag med några boyz, in my hood where everything is good, goodie good. :p. i alla fall, yeah we played some b-ball and shit. ja domenerade.. säger inte att ja e bra, utnyttjar ba min storlek o speed typ heheheh :p aja men AA :D sånt i livet... Va ingen speciell dag om ni, du... undrar. Va i söder oxå. Följde med axl och lämna ett spel typ -.- och ah... har fastnat för en låt oxå, lr 2 st. Johnta austin - if i were your boyfriend "om ja var det?" och andra Paranoid - kanye west feat LMFAO (some kinda remix)

they the ish, no doubt...

u would understand, if i were ur.... u know :D

aja vet itne vad mer ja ska säga så en så länge.. IM OUT, no doubt :D

peajz :D

Boorinng...

Ja, Im back.. I guess... Ja du, jag har väldigt tråkigt skall ja säga, kollar på conan barbaren lr vad den nu heter.... Har ni tä'nkt på att arnold typ inte säger nåt på hela filmen? :S haha fett skumt.. The old typ of movies, what can ya do about it?

Kl är över 4 strax halv 5 på morgonen haha och fråga inte vrf ja e vaken, vet inte sj. Är skit trött och ska upp tidigt -.-

(min smiley "-.-") såå schh...

AJA, ska tbx till tvn en stund sen sova... I think... aja PEOPLE, holla back ;D

Peajz <3

Ja du, AYAN!

Ja, ehm... Ah, Mitt namn är James Elder. Jag vet inte vrf ja bloggar just nu men ah, testar väl på lite grejer. TACK AYAN FÖR ATT DU LYCKATS!?!?... not. Men i alla fall.


AAHH !! Jag är James i alla fall, är 17 år och bor i rågsved. Kör amerikansk fotboll och är väldigt lat av mej, tro mej. Orkade inte träna med distrikt laget, och enligt min coach så hade landslaget kommit på en av mina träningar för att se mej spela och gissa vad? JA GICK INTE.... Dum som ja är, men allt ska ändras nu efter sommaren, ni ska se. Denna bulle ska köra hårt and press hard, YA DIG!?!? and... hmm.. ah min broder J.J.M.G = Jazzy är på väg hit, så måste klä på mej o massa skit men ah, Im gon holla back so, until then? Peajz ;D